the war inside
I made this set of works on the third day of the war in Israel (9.10.23).
This war advanced my awakening. I decided to share these works as a set, and talk through them about my journey during this war.
A small intro about me
I have always avoided watching news and scrolling through social media. I woke up on the day of the war with an incredible feeling in my heart without knowing about the war. I opened my phone and realized what was happening but it didn't change my feeling. As someone who believes that if she thinks about war and horrors, she will create more of it, I thought of good things and imagined happy people.
After two days of not logging in to any social media account, I felt the need to check in and gain an opinion and perspective on the situation and that's exactly what I did.
I was exposed to videos of Israeli army veterans who say that there’s no way what was done, was done without any help from inside. I was intrigued, so as someone who is not aware of the happenings in her country, I started my investigation. I checked what border Hamas has breached, where they entered and if it makes sense that someone has betrayed us, and to what extent.
Here’s some background for those who do not know about the situation in Israel at the moment.
On October 7, 2023, a "war" began in which the Gaza border, which is the most secure border in Israel, was breached.
According to the testimony of female observers who served at the border, a fly cannot approach the fence without them knowing about it. Yet still, "somehow" the fence was breached without any problem. All security systems in Israel were disabled for at least 7 hours during which Hamas terrorists entered settlements in Israel. Israel isn’t and wasn’t supposed to experience a disaster on such a scale of murdered and kidnapped citizens with the security system it has, but yet again "somehow" everything was cut off, no army, no police, no Shabak, no Mossad, nothing for hours, none.
This same border was completed in 2022. It was a project worth 22 billion NIS, the purpose of which is to ensure that even without the security forces being present at the area (which is not possible anyway because there are always soldiers there), there is no option of breaching this border.
The most accurate way I can describe what has happened is that we are being made a joke of.
There are a lot of "conspiracy theories" that I have investigated since then. All these theories become connected to reality, as soon as you put aside the reality that was instilled in you.
According to these theories, the ultimate goal of this power is to achieve world domination by one world government.
Before the war had begun I thought that the power that controls us aims to take over our governments.
Today I understand that this power has probably already taken over most governments. It has existed since the moment we were divided into religions, which means they had enough time to organize a plan on how to achieve complete control over the world.
The main problem with revealing the truth of this story, is that the truth here is so hard to digest that people simply avoid hearing it and label it as a conspiracy theory.
I'm going to expose the evil, unfortunately, even though I know it will make people think about the evil and create more of it - these are momentary thoughts that should float for a while. We need to talk about those things so that we won’t need to discuss them further in the future.
Everything that makes us afraid is just another trick of The system to gain more power. Let's float the topic and expose the evil once and for all in order to illuminate the good.
This force is the one who has been creating the "system" for the past hundreds of years.
Let's take into account that the system operates according to the wishes of that power. The system started small with a group of very rich people called the Masonic organization. Over time, it turned out that this organization works only for the benefit of the rich so it got abolished. Theories say that this organization continued to operate secretly from 1776 - this organization is known as the Illuminati .
Today there is evidence that the Masonic organization exists openly. They were even interviewed on the news. Of course we have only been shown a small part, but it was enough to see the conduct and fear in the eyes of the members of the organization that the camera will catch something out of place, to understand what’s happening there.
So what is happening there?
In the visible form, what happens there are conferences and meetings where the members of the organization consult on how to "help humanity", where to invest their money "for our benefit".
I see their help as this:
Investing money in a terror organization so it will shoot on us more missiles - as a result they will gain more power and control over us.
Investing money in creating new epidemics and vaccines - more power with poison that will be injected into our bodies.
Investing in educational institutions that will teach us to hate who’s different from us - another way to legitimate wars.
Investing in technology that will make people inferior and forget about their human power - more power and control, yet again.
Investing in some poison to shove into our food so that we become sicker - more drugs that will be sold and medical problems created. You get the point.
If this organization really worked in our favor, there would be more economic equality here. I'm not complaining about what I have, I'm just saying that if a fraction of the money they "think about how to help us with" really went on any real help - there would be no more hunger in the world, or lack of access to fresh water, or homelessness, or disease .
The less pretty side is that this organization is probably run by a bunch of pedophiles (here it's usually hard for people to continue listening).
Theories say that the Illuminati (the hidden side of the Freemasons) are actually a sect that believes that Lucifer the Devil is the true God and should come to power.
The way they use to achieve it is by desecrating the most sacred things.
I will mention a significant name that I checked about that confirmed these horrors to me - "Jeffrey Epstein" - a known pedophile who, according to rumors, committed suicide in 2019 in prison. He owns an entire island that cannot be accessed except with his private jet. His flight notebook was found in his apartment and some of the names of our government officials are in it.
survival of sex abuse
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Theories say that the Illuminati (the hidden side of the Freemasons) are actually a sect that believes that Lucifer the Devil is the true God and should come to power.
The way they use to achieve it is by desecrating the most sacred things.
I will mention a significant name that I checked about that confirmed these horrors to me - "Jeffrey Epstein" - a known pedophile who, according to rumors, committed suicide in 2019 in prison. He owns an entire island that cannot be accessed except with his private jet. His flight notebook was found in his apartment and some of the names of our government officials are in it.
The man "supposedly" killed himself in prison, the pathologist who confirmed his death was hired by his family.
A quote from his Wikipedia page - "Epstein pleaded guilty and was convicted in 2008 by a Florida state court of procuring a child for prostitution and of soliciting a prostitute. He was convicted of only these two crimes as part of a controversial plea deal, and served almost thirteen months in custody but with extensive work release.
Epstein was arrested again on July 6, 2019, on federal charges for the sex trafficking of minors in Florida and New York. He died in his jail cell on August 10, 2019.”
Let's ask ourselves what can an entire island of over 200 dunams be used for, to which there is no access, in a reality where babies are kidnapped, and this island belongs to a pedophile who was first convicted in 2008 and only arrested over a decade later. According to the media, he tried to commit suicide without success. He was transferred to another place, and very quickly "succeeded" in committing suicide there and "his body was found" in the cell. Surely if you have enough money for an island, then you probably also have enough money to make this whole thing vanish without question.
Now, let's understand that this is the type of people who run our world. Those who decide what will appear in the news and how to shape our consciousness.
Many people went to prison and were murdered for trying to get the truth (so-called "theory") out. In a world where people risk their lives to get the truth out, you can't allow yourself to wait for it to be visible for us to believe it - at the end of the day, there are people who still deny the holocaust. Imagine how we will feel in 10 years, when everything turns out to be true (while every year approximately 2 million children are being sex trafficked) and we could have prevented it. Until now, many such “theories” have come true. This war caused a huge global awakening, which is leading us to break the plan of this evil force and to prevent it from gaining global control.
If we take the people who rule the country and put them where there’s war - the war will end. They created it and they control it. They created terrorism and they control it. Just like a terrorist government does not care about its citizens, so does any other government. Instead of declaring that it is a terrorist organization, they invented a separate name for it - "government" - and its purpose is, among other things, to allow terrorism to exist.
I agree with the saying "together we will win" (a saying that is pushed heavily in the media in Israel these days) - together the nation will defeat the terrorist government of the world.
I’ll point out that even though I blame the governments, I do not think that everyone who works there is a bad person and is a part of The system. My point is that there are just a few individuals who happen to be in positions of real influence, and they work with their own agenda. The same thing happens, for example, at Pfizer or NASA. People work there with good intentions, but the heads of the organizations work with their own agenda. The same goes for doctors. I'm sure that over 90% of doctors studied medicine for good reasons and they believe they save lives, but at the end of the day they were trained by the same "system" created by those same few individuals, with the same agenda that separates the physical from the mental instead of teaching us that stress is the source of all our diseases.
After we touched a bit on difficult content, it's time to save the world together in the simplest way possible - by living.
As soon as we become aware of what’s happening and stop cooperating with the fear that The system produces, we save the world. Our choice about this issue is our ballot vote about the future. I don't vote in elections because I know they have no real effect on our future, but I realized that our choice inside is a “vote” that has a huge impact. Fear brings them control. If we stop being afraid we will take the influence away from them.
Now about my work and how it became from just an experiment to a huge part of my development. My next series of creations is going to be based on a group of neurons that exist in our brain.
The good feelings I woke up with in the first few days of the war caused me mixed feelings, on the one hand my heart tells me that good things are happening, on the other hand I find myself happy in a situation where I know horrors are happening.
I am currently living in a central region of Israel. In the very beginning of the war there were a few alarms and several missiles fired in this direction and the war was felt even if we wanted to ignore it. Most of the day and most of the night there was a non-stop helicopter noise, while at the same time in other areas of the country the alarms and missiles won’t stop, people stay in protected spaces and are afraid to leave the house because in addition to the missiles, there are terrorists who roam freely who broke into the border (broke = entered easily and in large numbers). I'm in a quieter spot geographically so it’s easier for me to ignore everything as much as possible, so I continued to live as if there was no war outside. I don't know how I would have felt in a different area, but a few alarms a day haven't affected me.
I believe that our consciousness continues forever. I am not afraid of death. As someone who feels connected to the universe, I feel that I have nothing to fear. If something bad should happen to me, it will happen to me no matter where I am, and if something bad should happen in a place I'm not supposed to be, I'll feel a corresponding feeling inside.
During the planning of the next piece. My mind was running so fast that I couldn't concentrate and I decided to do the experiment in order to release my thoughts.
I decided to create simple works without any meaning in order to release my thoughts through them. The two of them became attempts to create a neuron before I approached the actual work that I had planned.
The first attempt came out as a weird neuron. The second attempt looked like a virus. The third one I just kept having fun with. In the first and second pieces I poured the colors almost in the same structure, I just played with them differently. I was really surprised to see the difference in the result and the basic similarity between a neuron and a virus.
During the creation of the piece I realized that I shouldn't feel bad about the fact that the universe has put me in a safer place than others right now, because there will always be someone in a safer place than mine - I don't want to be in pain for others the same way I won't want others to be in pain for me, it won't help. The universe brings us difficulties so that we wake up to something better. I see my difficulties this way and appreciate every obstacle I had along the way. I didn't sink into the difficulty, but grew out of it and chose to see the good it brought out of me (even if at those moments it didn't seem this way).
At some point I realized that it was the evil inclination trying to encourage me to feel hurt for the sake of the hurt, and I realized that this is probably another custom that the system has shoved into our heads so that we always wallow in pain and create more of it - because our own pain is not enough, let's wallow in the pain of others as well because "we must empathize".
I realized that my way to win is to do the exact opposite of what the evil inclination’s thoughts say. I decided to feel best about myself even though everything is shit outside. When there are alarms I ignore them, and if someone has a problem that I feel good with myself, that's fine by me, it's no longer my responsibility.
From that moment I began to listen only to my own feelings, to be happy from within, to ignore pain that is not related to me personally, to doubt everything that authorities inform me of.
Through these free works, I began to release many thoughts that felt implanted to me (did not succeed to fit in my head and seem to have a hidden purpose), any false sense of identification (in this case religion) - created with the aim of defining me as something - to differentiate me from the other - with the purpose of instilling hatred towards them.
I uploaded an Instagram story in which I declared that I no longer define myself as an Israeli nor as a Jew - I choose humanity.
We are all one consciousness in the end. If "the system" includes 1% of people who own 99% of the economy, they have managed to mislead us for centuries. Until a few decades ago there were only a few people who were waking up, as of this day a wave of awakening has started without any means of distribution but with our greatest weapon - consciousness!
As soon as one person woke up, a pattern of awakening began that led to others awakening as well. Over time this pattern grew and grew and we are currently at a stage where there is so much evidence that it just waits for people to be ready to do the hardest thing of all - to admit that we are being deceived.
So how will we defeat the governments together?
I can literally see a blueprint in my head
You get where this is going.
The basis of evil is the same small basis (1%). It had 100% control until the first individual started awakening and created a new frequency of awakening. The awakeners act quietly, so if you haven't woken up yet, we may seem lonely to you. A year and a half ago it was new to me too, and the second it was no longer new, I realized that we are a lot and everywhere.
It's only a matter of time until we defeat the system. The choice is of each and every person where to place their inner voice.
Any person who refuses to believe this will only prolong The System's rule.
If you've come this far, and you still have concerns about changing your mind, even if for me it means giving your power to a pedophile cult - I still love you, and even if I believe it's just the time to wake up, the universe probably has a different will and I choose to accept it .
Any way you choose to think in doesn't eliminate the horrors, it exists from every point of view. What helps me deal with the pain and anger is the understanding that the universe has its ways, justice is just a fiction and it's all in the eyes of the beholder.
You have to look at God as a primary consciousness whose goal is to experience itself from all possible angles. I believe that when we go to sleep we actually wake up to the real reality, and when we wake up here, we actually sleep. I believe that we are all one, each of us is merely an expression of God and everything works together for a greater purpose that we cannot understand at the moment.
I believe that the positive feelings I woke up with on the first day of the war were the opening of heavens in favor of light. If darkness is necessary for light to exist, then such an enormous evil had been brought that it just must awaken with it an immense good that had been extinguished for way too long.
All we have to do is stop watching the news, because the scariest thing about wars - is the government's secret goal behind them..
You have to ignore fear and understand that the only thing there is to fear is fear itself.
To end on this amazing note, I highly recommend clicking on the link to watch Michael Sandler's broadcast.
Thank you for reading!
